BOO!!
I have been busy traveling to Boston, ME, NC, SC, and the Eastern Shore of VA. But more so than that, I was invited to give the sermon this past Sunday at the 11 am service at our Church. The sermon was to be 25 minutes long so this was not a toss together 7 minute testimony, not that there is anything wrong with that.
The subject matter was sin and temptation. It was the easiest piece to write, but the most challenging to read and deliver. It has caused much inward analysis on my part and God is working in me in a way I never thought possible right now. I delivered the sermon on Sunday to over 300 people from age 5 (my daughter) to age 93. It was humbling, and I was mentally exhuasted afterwards. My prepping has taken a most serious turn in a direction I was not prepared for, and although I do not know how this road will end, the ride is liberating and thrilling. This experience has caused me to look at life, and our situation, in a manner that, had I no trust in God, I would say I am not ready for. The reception of the sermon was touching and emotion for me. People were coming up to my wife today in town saying they were in the audience and were moved. If this sounds like a gloat session, it is not. I am trying, probably miserably, to convey the sense of responsiblity I now feel to share my thoughts and views on so many religious and societal topics in a way that I have never thought of. It is as if my life is a snow globe and God just turned it upside down, but has not returned it back to normal yet. I am just so overwhelmed with humble emotions that I do not know what to do. My paradigms have been smashed and what I thought would be my future career/work path may now be surpassed.
It has been a really incredible couple weeks and I am blessed beyond what my sinning flesh deserves. My cup overfloweth and has flooded the basement. God is making me lie down in still pastures, "Be still and know that I am God"...... I have a stillness about me now that I have not had in a long, long time.
I am also amazed at the evolution of this subsection forum. I learn so much here and feel such a sense of community and fellowship where complete strangers can get in fights, work out issues, vent, laugh, and be open and honest. Many here are to be commended for sharing their talents but even more are to be commended for revealing their vulnerability to these most serious topics and reaching out to leverage the knowledge of others. It is not a noble act for me to share my talents, it is a responsiblity. Noble is the person that can sit their ego under the bed where it belongs, and come here or anywhere and fill that void to better themselves and others. This forum goes well beyond finance and economics, it is amazing to know the genesis and witness the evolution. I used to start almost every thread here, which was a treat, and now I get to participate in the collective thought, which is much more powerful and complete than just my ideas and perception.
I am here, trust me. Lurking like a proud father and watching a close knit community grow in these uncertain times. I have had so many PM's lately, which has been so neat to answer and assist where possible. It is just such a blessing.
No one here has been more caught up in the current situation of our globe than I have. But God has extended his hand to my shoulder and kept me still of late. My spiritual prepardness has been lacking, and needed "two a days". I feel more complete today that I ever have. Regardless of your religion or affiliation, I pray you find the inner peace I have round lately. It dwarfs any measure of gold or silver.
As always brothers and sisters, God Bless.....