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#1 ·
Day 1

I watched the moon rise over a dark and silent land for the first time in my life. Today the power went out, not just on my street or in my town, but everywhere. The only way I knew this to be truth was due to my trust in an old man, an old man who got off his amatuer radio and told me that it was happening everywhere. As I sat there overlooking the valley I wondered how many had died so far, and how many would in the not so distant future.

I am what some call a survivalist, I keep food, water, fuel, ammunition for my few firearms and a little bit of silver stockpiled, I hold no ill will towards the government that no longer matters, they began a war, not a war with guns, bombs and blood, but a cyber-war. They took on an elite group of computer hackers, outlawed them, called them terrorists and began hunting them like animals, in my opinion, they got what they deserved.

It's dark now, and I'm headed for home, my eyes accustomed to the lack of light, my feet used to the trails I walk. It's only a short distance to my small studio house situated above town, and I walk the trail in long, even strides, my feet have trodden here before, though under different circumstances. My bed awaits me.

Day 2

How odd it is to wake up with no alarm, it isn't yet daylight, but my percolator is on the coals of my small fire, and the smell of coffee permeates the air around me. I sit on my deck and stare around at the beauty, there is no sound but the wild, no smell but the fresh mountain breeze and the pleasant aroma of coffee. My garden stretches out in front of me, how will I water it now that there is no more power to feed the faucets? I am glad my rain barrels are full, maybe I will get lucky and find more to add to those few that I have.

What course of action should I take? What will come in the future? I don't know the answers to these questions, but I have the will to survive, I have the means as well. My garden is lush and green, my chickens have made my breakfast, and the rabbits in the hutch will soon be ready for slaughter. Now, I clean my guns, I think that some will come that would take from me what is mine when they realize they've used what they had and there is no more to be found.

With a bellyful of coffee and fried eggs I begin to think, how can I stay here? What can I do to make it here? I have only four rain barrels, no more than 200 gallons in total, but there is a stream down the road about a quarter mile, and my little diesel pickup has fuel, but I have no place to put the water if I get it. I decide then, I will go to town, search for what I may need, and bring back what I can.

I'm in luck! I have found dozens of old plastic totes, they were used to store liquid fertilizer in and they were free for the taking! Each of these totes are 250 gallons, with a footprint of about four feet square. My little Chevy LUV will get a workout in the morning, as I intend to salvage as many as possible, until then, I will make my dinner and be happy about what I've found.

Tonight I eat some of the meat from last year's deer, my chest freezer still works, because my home has many alternative energy sources. My solar panels now reside on my roof, my two wind generators are now mounted on guyed poles, and they all feed their energy to my battery bank. I cook now over a fire, I don't want to use my propane stocks unless I have to, and I am perfectly able to cook my meals over the fire. So tonight I cook pancakes and deer steak, an odd combination, I know, but it goes well with the strawberry freezer jam and sweet tea.

Day 3

Coffee and eggs for breakfast, along with a small pile of pancakes and strawberry jam, I have a busy day ahead of me. I look at the pickup and the trailer, hoping I can fit at least 2 large water totes on the truck and another 2 on the trailer, I would like to make at least three trips, and hopefully get the best of the containers.

I decided to stop at the grocery store and was amazed at what I found, the windows lay shattered upon the concrete in front of the store, what looks to be blood on the sidewalks. Society has collapsed, and I missed the show. I keep heading down the road, it seems odd that there are so few vehicles out and about, I wonder how many are already out of fuel. It takes me little time to make it to the chemical company, when I get there I see an even dozen of the large liquid totes stacked outside the gates, my buddy must have picked out the best for me and stacked them there for me to pickup, knowing he may not be coming to work today.

It takes me three trips to get them all home, but I have now, and the hard work is now beginning. Each of these totes has a fill cap on top and a 2" pipe thread on the bottom, inside of a few were the hoses used to fill and empty them, so I can link them together. With luck I may have them done by nightfall.

I've completed my plan, each corner of my small home has three of the water totes and a water barrel hooked to the gutters, none have been filled, but it is overcast this afternoon and we may get some rain, it would be welcomed. It's late now, and I'm tired, not tired like I've been at work all day, but tired like I've done so much manual labor that I can barely hold my head up as I prepare my dinner of smoked trout and cornbread with honey. The trout is simple to prepare, I open the pint jar and extract the sweet, oily chunks, the corn bread is more difficult, but it's cooking in the dutch oven now and will be done soon.

It's dark out now, I've warmed this morning's coffee up and am enjoying it greatly. I've heard nothing over the weather radio or the CB so far, so I assume the government hasn't been able to regroup yet. Twice tonight I've seen headlights go up and down my rural dirt road, hungry and in search of game, no doubt, I've noticed my deer have stayed close lately.

Day 4

I'm tiring of eggs every day, so this morning is fried onions and potatoes with sweet tea, I need to conserve what little coffee I have, as I will dearly miss it when it's gone. My deer are back, feeding complacently in the clover field behind my orchard, two doves coo from the trees behind me. Today I'll be spending my time transporting water from the creek down the road to my new water system, hope we get rain tonight, by the looks of the clouds it's a possibility.

Man! You have no idea how much it sucks moving 2,000 gallons of water via 5-gallon bucket and 55-gallon drum! I'm a whooped pup and it's only 3 p.m. I sniped a pair of doves with my pellet gun while I was filling my barrels at the creek, so nature has provided me with dinner! I'm now sitting here contemplating what it may be like in town and smelling the aroma of barbequed dove, life is good.

I spent the remainder of the day working my garden, turning a few more square yards of soil to plant, as it's still early enough that I can put in some late harvest potatoes and such. By the time I'm hungry again my garden is larger by 200 square feet, and planted in potatoes and carrots. I'm beat.

Dinner was a venison steak out of the freezer and a baked potatoe, simple but filling. I've decided to drag my still out of the storage shed and, since it's just about time for cherry harvest, I think I'm going to make up a batch of cherry liqour, some 'shine at least, and probably some brandy over the next couple months. It takes some time to make good brandy, but it's worth it when you crack open a quart jar full of the finished product!

Man! I didn't realize I had as much stuff as I do! In getting the still out of the storage shed, I found four 1,000 round cans of 7.62X39 I forgot I had, and a huge box of reloading supplies I'd misplaced a couple years ago, as well as about 20 50-round boxes of .22lr. I got all the ammo put up where it belongs and got the still situated in it's new home on my deck. I'll be checking out the orchard down the road a ways in the morning to see if I can swap some food for cherries, as I think it's gotten to that point from what I've heard over the two meter.
 
#2 ·
Day 5

Swapped as many cherries as I can pick for some venison and a breeding pair of rabbits. The orchardist had a good garden but was short on meat, so the trade did us both right. Along with pressing the cherries to proccess through the still, I'll be drying and canning a good many of them. I've worked the orchards before, and I can assure you, picking cherries is tough work!

It's lunch time now, and I've got a half bin of cherries so far, and I brought my LUV and trailer down, as the farmer made another trade with me while I picked, a dozen chicks for a well used rototiller and a half full jerry can of gas, I think I got the better end of that deal, I can stretch the gas with some alcohol from my still.

I picked cherries for 12 hours today! I have 3 bins full of two different varieties, Rainiers and Bings, I will can some, and dry some more, but the majority will end up in the still, I might want to try and find some empty liquor or wine bottles, as I hadn't thought of it before, but my liquor would make for good trading stock.

The orchardist I got my cherries from has pears and apples as well, and he invited me to return during their harvest times to do some more trading, I think I'll be adding pear and apple brandy, as well as wine to my list of alcohols to produce.

My dinner was simple tonight, a half loaf of fresh baked bread, made into thick slices for tuna fish sandwiches, and a cup of chamomille tea. I've got a long day tomorrow canning and drying cherries, so I'm off to bed.

Day 6

I'm glad I'll be staying at home all day, I've spotted movement all around the area as I sit drinking my single cup of coffee from my french press cup. I've watched through my cheap pocket binoculars and haven't seen any of the folks turning my way, but it just makes me worried seeing all these folks moving about, it must be getting bad in town. My cabin blends in well with it's surroundings, and my front porch has grape vines growing all over it, so my cabin may well be invisible to these people.

I've decided to freeze some of the cherries so I can make winter brandy out of them, one of my favorites. So at this point I'm sitting on my porch with buckets and trays surrounding me. As I go along today I will be filling all 20 of my dehydrator trays, 20 1-quart mason jars and 20 1-quart freezer bags, whatever I have left over will be mashed and distilled, I should end up with a few gallons of everclear out of what I have, of course, I'll be eating a few of the cherries fresh as well.

I'm done! I got 40 quarts and 20 trays of cherries split and pitted! The mason jars have been sealed correctly and the bags are in the freezer, my dehydrator is on the lowest setting so my wind generators and solar panels can keep up. I've added a good amount of food to my supply today, as well as filling 4 50 gallon casks full of the cherry mash, in a few days it will all be run through the still. I'm going to fry up some thin strips of venison tonight and finish off what's left of the last bread I baked, I'm going to have to do some trading to get some wheat to grind into flour soon.


Day 7

I just sniped 3 quail out of my garden as I sat here drinking my coffee this morning! Breakfast! I haven't yet figured out what to do today, and I've been contemplating going fishing. The stream that's close by is usually teeming with brook trout, so I figure that I can catch a few for the smoker and a couple for dinner tonight.

Decided to take the air rifle along and am glad I did! I think I did better hunting today than I did fishing! I'm ready to pack it up and head home as soon as I'm finished with lunch, I've got 14 fat brookies, 8 quail and two grouse to add to my stocks today, I think I did pretty well.

I decided to can the quail, smoke the trout and cook the grouse up for dinner, so it's mid afternoon and I'm sweating around the pressure cooker, I've got a bunch of carrots and green beans to can up too, so I better get to it. I been thinking of throwing those grouse on the barbecue over some apple wood, man, just thinking about it is making my mouth water.

As I barbecue the grouse I'm thinking about my small livestock situation. As of now my chickens are mainly egg producers, but I've got one broody hen hovering over a nest full of eggs for the orchardist I got the tiller from, and I'm thinking of setting a few more to the task, chicken will be another good bartering item in the not so distant future, maybe I had better ramp up my rabbit breeding program, too.

Day 8

So I've decided, I'm going to ramp up my livestock production. Even if this whole grid takedown issue is resolved tomorrow the livestock will at least feed me through the winter, and if it goes like I think it will I'll have good trading stock from my efforts. So, since I'm expanding, my hutches and coops are going to have to expand as well. I'd given thought to this in the past as I inventoried my preps and stockpiled a good amount of chicken wire fencing for just this type of situation. My first project, after breakfast of course, will be building a six-hen brooding coop, that will get some meat chicken production up and going, and I will have plenty of time to build a seperate coop for the meat chickens. The rabbit hutches will take some time, as I'll be working with nothing but hand tools, but that's okay, because rabbits take a time to reproduce too.

I'm going to have to secure a good source of wheat, both for myself and for the livestock. There are plenty of wheat fields in the area, so I should be able to get permission to harvest as much as I'll need fairly easily, without trading off much of my supplies. I have two grain and cereal grinders, and I can proccess out a 5-gallon bucket of fine whole wheat flour pretty quickly for my own consumtion.

Had a visitor today, local guy who wanted to do some trading, he knew I had chickens, as we've met a few times as neighbors do, and he wanted to pay in silver! I think I may have found a like-minded individual! His name is Garret Stevens, and he and his family live up the road a ways. He's got a wife and a couple of kids at home to feed and he was looking to become more self sufficient, he was really interested in my rabbits, too. I'm going to sell him 4 kits out of my next few litters, a male and three females to begin breeding, and he wants at least a dozen chicks for the same purpose, and like I said, he pays in silver. I'm glad I decided to ramp up my livestock production.

Day 9

Still working on the hutches and coops, I got a lot done yesterday, but there's more to do today. I need to get these rabbits all mated here soon, and get the broody hens fertilized and segregated into the brooding coop.I'm getting busy, so I don't think I'll have time to write up my daily journal, but I'm going to try to update it at least once a week.

I've got to upgrade my smoker, I've been using my Lil' Chief smoker by just building a small fire in the chip pan, but I'm going to need more capacity in the near future, I know where there's a couple old 50's refrigerators that haven't been shot full of holes, so I'm going to try and get one of them today, even though it means dragging them up the ravine where they were dumped years ago.

Day 20

It's been more than a week since I updated! Man have I been busy lately! I've finished my coop and hutch expansion, as well as building my new, much larger smoker. I put in some new defenses, too, utilizing the abundant crumbled basalt pillars in the area. I now have a 4' stacked basalt wall extending along the front of my porch, took me some time to build that!

I'll have a bunch of chicks and rabbits soon, too! 3 of my does have been bred and I've got a few more that will be bred soon. My neighbor Garret came over with his family a few days ago to check on the status of his livestock order, man his daughter is good lookin'! She's only a couple years younger than me, I thought when he said kids he meant like little kids!

Had a good rain a few days ago too, filled my tanks to overfull, gives me a good sense of security having all that water stocked up. My garden appreciated it too, but unfortunately so did the weeds. I'm glad I decided to order heirloom seeds for the garden this year, as it doesn't look like there will be any commercial seeds anytime in the near future, the grid is still down and I've only heard rumors of National Guard and FEMA units, and they're supposedly converging in the cities in a pathetic attempt to restore order, makes me glad I'm way out here in the boondocks.

I have met a couple of my other neighbors here lately, it seems that many of the local residents fled to the towns and cities when they ran out of things, most never came back, so our local population has decreased quite a bit here lately. I met one old couple that I really took a liking to, a guy named Earl Jones and his wife Sylvia. They're originally from New Orleans, transplanted up here after the whole Katrina escapade. Earl got into prepping after the Katrina incident and built up a good amount of supplies for trying times like we're currently facing. It seems to me that most of us country folks that stayed are pretty prepared and self sufficient. Garret and his family I've gotten to know pretty well, and they're already discussing going in with me on some other ventures, with Garret being pretty adamant about getting into the firewood and lumber business. He says that folks are going to be burning abandoned houses for heat over the winter and I'm inclined to believe him.

I added another animal to my livestock program, chukkars, I found a nest of chicks and brought them home, nest and all. I think they'll be a nice change in diet from the standard fare of chicken and rabbit, but I think they'll be a bit harder to raise than the other animals. I've got them in their own small coop and they're doing well, haven't lost a single one so far.

Day 30

Looks like I'm only getting to the journal here every ten days or so, but I'm a busy man now. Garret and I have close to 40 cords of firewood cut split and stacked and we've got another 40 cords on the ground as well. He brought his teenage son in on the deal, and I've been getting to spend some time with his daughter, Emily. She goes along on the woodcutting excursions to pick the wild huckleberry, salmonberry and blackberries that are so abundant in the area. I've taught her how to make chamomille tea and dandelion coffee so far. She's a very interesting young lady, knows how to sew, can and a bunch of other useful things, I'm really starting to like her, and I get the feeling that she feels the same.

Well, it's been a month since the grid went down, and still no sign of FEMA or the National Guard, still hearing the rumors over the two meter, and some of them have been getting pretty scary. I've been talking to one guy a ways south of here that says he's seen a FEMA camp, complete with double row razor wired fences and armed guards, not something I'm comfortable with. There was always speculation about those FEMA camps on the prepper's forums, but I never paid them any mind, what I';m hearing about them sounds like the tin-foil hatters were right.

I did get a visit from one of the county deputies the other day, he said he bugged out to his hunting cabin up here because things were getting too rough in town. He's about my age, mid twenties, and has a wife and baby to care for, he said he didn't feel safe in town any more and decided the primitive lifestyle his one-room hunting cabin afforded was favorable to the perils of town. I guess there's been rioting, raiders and general mayhem in the cities for quite some time now. It's not a settling thing to think on.

Day 41

My livestock production is going great, Emily has been coming by every few days to help out with the rabbits, her dad handed the operation off to her when he and Abe, his son, started in on the woodcutting venture, so she's learning as much as she can from me, I just hope she's not only coming over for the information.

All of the residents in the area got together over at Deputy Long's place the other day. We all decided to throw in together as a sort of mutual assistance group, we're not really a MAG, but we all made a commitment to help each other out when we're in need. The get together worked out pretty well for all of us, Emily found a market for her berry jams, selling two cases just while we were there, and getting orders for at least three dozen more jars. Garret sold 80 cords of firewood and got orders for at least another 100 cords before winter. I pre-sold 40 chickens and 30 smoked rabbits that I would have to deliver by fall and got a market for my excess eggs, basically I build up my egg supply and once a week I bring them to our weekly meetings and distribute them as ordered.

We're building our own little community out here, and it seems to be better here than almost anywhere else. There's a couple other new communities that are doing well, most of them in rural areas like ours. I've got the only amateur radio in the area, so I've become the local information source. I've also got the only liquor around, which has become one of my better selling ventures, as I only sell by the shot or glass. So my place has become a regular meeting post for the area residents, much like saloons in the olden times. I've had to enclose my front porch and extend the roof to make room for the saloon operation, and I'm no longer able to work with Garret and Abe cutting wood, but I'm doing a booming business of selling chicken, rabbit, eggs and alcohol. I'm thinking that if the grid doesn't come back online by winter it probably won't for quite awhile, so I may ramp up my produce operation to add to my trading stocks.

Day 52

Made it through pear harvest and Emily and I were busy for days on end drying and canning them, of course, I also made up another batch of my trademark 'shine, brandy and wine as well. I've gotten so busy lately, what with the pear harvest and all, that I got Emily to run the saloon operation for me, her dad is a bit irritated with me though, it seems his daughter has discussed moving in with me, and he doesn't approve. I don't think it's me, personally, that he doesn't approve of, I think it's the idea of his only daughter moving into a one-bedroom cabin with a man.

We've been doing a landmark business with the saloon/general store idea, and a lot of the locals have switched over to using pre-'65 silver coins as currency, we also found that we've got a gold panner inn our group, one of the teenage boys got into it and has been bringing his dust and nuggets to me to buy supplies. I've been melting down everything he brings me and casting it into 1/20th and 1/10th ounce coins, I mark them with a stamped T&E brand and then the weight on the opposite side, folks seem okay with using them as currency.

My livestock operation is doing well, especially with Emily here so much of the time now, I can't even begin to be able to describe how much help she is. The saloon is doing well, still the local meeting place for sure, and we actually have the weekly community meetings here now. Emily is trying to convince me to serve meals here as well as the regular spirits, but I don't know that we'd be able to supply something like that with what we're able to produce, maybe next year we'll have the production capacity to accomplish that venture.
 
#3 ·
Day 70

A lot has happened, Apple harvest is now in full swing, and most of the community is involved, we all help pick for a share of the crop, much smaller, of course, than the owner's cut, but a good trade in labor none the less. I've already acquired four full bins for drying and alcohol production, and I'll probably have another few by the time harvest is over.

It's harvest time at my place too, which makes me even busier. Emily moved in a few days ago, despite her father's wishes, but I've found that she's a girl with her own strong mind and her father knows that, so there isn't any bad feelings. I'll tell you what, that girl gets things done! She's been cutting, drying and juicing apples nearly as fast as I can supply them, and she's been making fresh cider, too. Another thing she's great at is baking, since she moved into the cabin I've had fresh apple pie and fresh baked bread on a daily basis, I'm trying to convince her to use those baking skills as a sideline to our saloon and restaraunt, yeah, she convinced me to let her do the whole restaraunt thing, I'm not going to tell you how, just that she convinced me.



It's definately getting colder, both at night and during the day. During the day Emily has the woodstove going nonstop so the cabin stays plenty warm, but it's definately chilly by the time we crawl out of bed in the morning. I've increased our woodpile with Garret and Abe's help, since Emily's baking and cooking have increased our consumption so much, I also built a bulletin board in the saloon, and it's being well used! We've got folks coming from quite a distance around now for our community meetings and we're getting a good network set up. I found a guy a quite a few miles away that hand looms the wool from his flock of sheep and he's agreed to supply me with as much as he can produce. I've gotten the status of being the central hub in the community with the general store, saloon and Emily's bakery and restaraunt. Folks stop by at all hours of the day and keep the both of us pretty busy.

The gold coins are being used more widely now, and we're seeing commerce from the further reaches of the area, with people coming from near and far via foot and horseback, as well as a few that travel by bicycle, towing their trade goods behind them. I guess my place has become a trading post as well, and I'm getting a good commision from everything.

I got one of the old timers to teach me how to brew beer, so I'll be adding that to our menu soon. I also traded a couple gallons of shine and some brandy to one of the wheat farmers for permission to harvest as much winter wheat as I need, as the majority of his crop will go to waste due to lack of fuel or manpower to harvest. I've got four of the local boys lined up to shock the wheat for me and I'm planning on having plenty for Emily's baking ventures, our own stocks and feed for the livestock over the winter.

Speaking of livestock, that's another venture that's doing well, along with the egg sales, our production has increased three-fold since the grid went down. We've stocked our freezer with meat and I'm getting ready for my first run of winter brandy, I've got three flavors steeping right now, pear and cherry from the frozen stocks, and apple from our current harvest, I think it will become a local favorite this spring.

Day 100

The grid came back on line today! Society, we've found, is much the worse for wear, the United States lost nearly half it's population over the 100 day blackout, the first to die were the scores of elderly in nursing homes across the country, followed shortly by folks whose medications ran out. At about a month into the crisis the unprepared began dying from starvation, lack of sanitation and water borne disease. The cities were a cesspool of disease and chaos, murder was common as society was thrown back to the dark ages and the government was helpless to avoid it.

Our area is the first area that has regained power, but we've been told that repairs are being made across the nation in a joint effort by mostly state and local governments. The hackers that brought down the grid destroyed the President's ambitions to grow the Federal Government by exposing the weakness of the country when it relied on the Feds too much. A movement to localize government has come to the fore, led by communities such as ours.

Preparedness is now a mainstream movement, as is self-sufficiency, and many of the old trades and skills are now in demand throughout the country. Once again Americans have perservered and made it through a crisis that gripped the nation with iron teeth. I'm ending my journal now, as I see the country returning to it's feet, we have survived.


End

Links to my other short stories-
http://www.survivalistboards.com/sho...d.php?t=209285
http://www.survivalistboards.com/sho...d.php?t=206600
http://www.survivalistboards.com/sho...d.php?t=210513
http://www.survivalistboards.com/sho...d.php?t=209077
http://www.survivalistboards.com/showthread.php?t=221609
 
#7 ·
I found your writings just recently and have enjoyed reading all your stories, I like the way your stories revolve more around the self sufficiency angle more than the going out and acquiring all you can before anyone else can get it, you also seem to be able to embrace the trash to treasure idea a lot of preppers overlook, thank you for your time and effort of sharing your talents with us
antik
 
#8 ·
Just a pointer on the broody hen thing.
You can't make a hen go broody.
A broody hen does not need to be fertilized,a hen will lay eggs untill they go broody.Then they sit on thiers or any eggs they can.
They will stop laying when they are broody.
If there is a rooster with all the hens their eggs are fertilized.

I do enjoy your stories so keep it up.