I've been going back and forth for years as to whether I want children or not. Deep down I really want to have 1 or 2. My main problem is that I have a very specific way I would want them raised, and I think it would be near impossible in this country at this time. I would love to home school, but I am the main provider for the household. I'll be 30 in a couple of months, and I'm wondering if I'll ever be ready. Would love to hear some thoughts on this.