Called my doc, to see what he wants to do. New med, more of the same? Same dose?
As you know, I have severe bipolar with "schitzo" on top. That means the odd hallucination. I have had a couple this year, though, and increased my dose 2 times. Seems to be getting worse.
The same old does not appear to be working anymore.
I am a mess. I hate feeling so damn fragile. This one was pretty long for me, too - visual hallucination lasting about 20 seconds. Normally it's just a couple seconds here and gone.
After it was over I still went out, voted, had some fun. I am just feeling attacked and betrayed by my own brain.
My husband has his issues, but he was totally blasé about it. It's nice to love someone who isn't afraid of my illness.
Just having a small pity party here.
As you know, I have severe bipolar with "schitzo" on top. That means the odd hallucination. I have had a couple this year, though, and increased my dose 2 times. Seems to be getting worse.
The same old does not appear to be working anymore.
I am a mess. I hate feeling so damn fragile. This one was pretty long for me, too - visual hallucination lasting about 20 seconds. Normally it's just a couple seconds here and gone.
After it was over I still went out, voted, had some fun. I am just feeling attacked and betrayed by my own brain.
My husband has his issues, but he was totally blasé about it. It's nice to love someone who isn't afraid of my illness.
Just having a small pity party here.